I’m just an average girl.

Many people told me I’m perfect, that I can draw, I can play various instruments like violin, piano, and a little bit of ukulele, that I’m smart, and beautiful.

But I’m not.

I’m just an average girl.

I’m not rich, I don’t travel as much as others do, and I don’t spend a lot of money.

I also get critized. I get critized because I can’t do any good, despite of getting many achievements, no one told me that they’re proud of me when I got qualified as one of the achievers in our school, when I got 2nd place in poster making competition, when I became part of Student Council. They’re just “okay” because it’s just a low position. I get compared. Because I suck at fashion, I’m not having luxuries, because I’m not getting any better, because I’m just a burden and I can’t buy the things that my family wants. 

Many told me I was too happy because I smile a lot at school. Because life is too short to be stressed about the stupid little things.

But when reality hit me, I can’t smile anymore. When people started to leave me, I can’t scream and ask them to stay. Because I don’t have the right to make them stay, I have to let them go.

When I told them my problems, they just said, “It’s not their fault, it’s your fault, it’s your problem.”


All of us has flaws
, even rich people, poor people, has problems and misfortunes.

So if you think you’re unfortunate because life is unfair to you, think about it again. You’re not the only one who suffers from pain. Remember that.

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